SINCE YOU'RE UNSURE...

It's always so exhausting giving away my wisdom. I'm aware, some, even after the conviction of my words, will never retain majority of what I say. regardless, I must lead the sheep, right? So many are captivated by my words, almost feeling as if encountering me is surreal. It never actually happened? It's not an illusion, I have much to teach. I repeat often to my admirers, that I am well beyond my years, a fucking unicorn actually. Because in 2018, finding someone who encompasses beauty, brains and ambition, is like finding a needle in a haystack. I can't equate what I know to my college education and actually I'm rather pissed that I even wasted those years of my life just to obtain a piece of paper that ultimately has proved to be irrelevant. Fuck college. The world taught me everything I know; survival, wit, ahhh, and the art of finessing. I mean, that's why you're here anyway.

I wouldn't be what I am today without the shitload of struggles I've overcome. I have all kinds of stories, horrifying shit you probably wouldn't be able to stomach. Me, I effortlessly maneuver through life like I'm on auto pilot now. I've been conditioned to just expect and accept whatever life brings, because ultimately, I know based on all of the traumas I've survived, I can literally do ANYTHING.

I have to no avail, tried and tried to figure out how to abandon this, 'alter ego'. The razor sharp, powerhouse of a woman who is right more often than wrong, a clash of masculine and feminine energy, a force unstoppable. But, this is who I am. It intimidates, it births envy, it even manifests hatred toward my existence. I still aint going nowhere. It's hard to fathom that I am both hard and soft isn't it? Yes, I can be ruthless, but I also enjoy my zen. I enjoy the quiet, calm side of the universe. I know many wish to attain my blueprint, but I'm adamant about protecting my energy. There is something sacred and unattainable about me. I exist for a greater purpose, to lead the blind.

If you ever misconstrued my existence as kink, you haven't been paying attention this entire time. I am real and I have a genuine mission. Reprogramming is a part of what I'll do while I'm here. I must dismantle your entire belief system in order to expose you to a broader perspective. Up until this point you've been guided solely by what you think you know. I must make you purposeful and not all will have identical purpose. If you're curious or just conflicted, pay attention. I am going to expose you to a whole new way of life.